Friday, June 8, 2012

Sleepless nights

She hung up the phone, closed her eyes, and then started bawling her eyes out on the dining room table.

My mom had spent the past few days trying to gather enough courage for this phone call. She did not want her sister to suspect any sense of fear in her voice. For this reason, she waited a few days before actually picking up and dialing the phone. Her sentences seemed rehearsed and practiced to perfection, hiding any sense of weakness.

"Don't worry, Randa, he's a man. They will release him soon. You will see him knocking on your door sooner thank you think."

Manar is my only cousin on both sides of my family that is exactly my age, twenty one. Of all of my relatives, he is one of the most soft-spoken and well-mannered. My aunt treats him as her baby, and I remember watching her monitor his every move two summers ago. These are the victims of the Assad regime. These are the supposed terrorists that are being imprisoned and tortured daily. They are their mother's babies. They are innocent and non-aggressive young men and women who always have smiles on their faces. They simply happened to be caught in the wrong place and at the wrong time while standing against this regime.

Every night that goes by, I worry about the thoughts that go through his mind in that unfamiliar cell away from home. Every passing night, I pray to God that He ease my aunt's pain. I pray that he gives her the patience until he returns to her arms again. I pray to be reunited with them all soon, gathered again in my grandma's family room like we always used to be. We will sit around the foldable table and play our favorite card games, "Kent" and "Spoons". My grandma will serve us her freshly-squeezed grape juice in those long glasses I remember so clearly. The cool Syrian wind will blow in through the window, and her lace cream-colored curtains will dance back and forth. Manar will walk in with a bag from the corner store like he always used to, filled with all of our favorite Syrian-brand ice cream cones. We will smile, cherishing the moment we waited so long for. I cannot wait for that day... In a free Syria, iA.

- Iman

Monday, May 28, 2012

The truth I refused to believe


Today my cousin sent me a picture of this tree that stands in front of my grandma's home in Hama. My uncle and his family live on the floor above her, and our house is right across the street. Our street suffered the damage of '82, but has been rebuilt and improved in the past three decades. Earlier today, clashes between the Free Syrian Army and the Syrian forces occurred in the very street separating my grandma's house from mine.

My relatives claimed that today's attacks on Hama were worse than the attacks during the first week of Ramadan 2011. Only a few days after the Houla Massacre, the regime renewed its assault on Hama. Bullets came down like rain on the street that I used to cross numerous times per day each summer.They were landing on the porches as my cousins were typing and updating meabout their situations. My mom told me that my grandma is usually never afraid during the attacks since she has lived through '82 and has seen the worst. However, she could tell after her phone call with her that today she was truly afraid. The fact that my cousin, her grandson, was arrested last night for taking part in a protest also surely added to her uneasiness.

For the past fourteen months, my mind has been unable tocompletely process what exactly has been going on. I hear the news, I see thepictures, I watch the videos, but my mind is still in denial. Syria- the home of my most cherished summer memories- is now considered a war zone? It was not until I saw the pictures of mystreet capturing the after-math of the clashes that reality clicked in. Pictures of my uncle's car that I used to see parked in front of his house everyday revealed the damage that the Assad regime had done. Its shattered glass, blown out headlight, and bullet marks on the hood brought back memories of the hundreds of times I discovered the city as a passenger init. The image of this tree was proof of the truth I refused to believe. The mental image of a soldier standing next to this tree and being targeted by an opponent brings chills to my entire body. The photos of the chillingly barren street and its closed corner store contradict my memories of it being constantly busy and bustling with noisy cars. 

It is also worth mentioning that the wall behind the tree in this photo was rebuilt after the 1982 attacks. It was destroyed by tanks, but wasslowly rebuilt like the rest of the city. Walls have been rebuilt, bark has regrown, and the memories have been repressed into the back of the Hamwi residents' minds. Material objects can be replaced, but what about the people that will never be seen walking these streets again? Days like this send the Hamwis back not only to the "Ramadan Massacre" during the first week of August 2011, but back to the month of February in 1982.


- Iman

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Freedom University

Two or three years ago they entered college with aspirations of being doctors, engineers, pharmacists, and business managers. They made it through twelve years of the intense Syrian schooling system. The stress they suffered and the tears they wept studying for the baccalaureat exam were in the past, as they now were students of one of the most prestigious universities in the country. They were unaware that they would soon be labeled heroes and students of the bravest university in the world. They never envisioned their campus to be the Syrian government's worst nightmare. Today, the priorities of Aleppo University students have shifted and their career goals have been temporarily put on hold.

Instead of fighting for their 4.0 grade point average like any other college student in the world, the students at Aleppo University are fighting for Syria’s freedom. Instead of waking up to a dreaded 7 AM alarm clock, they wake up every day to the sounds of gunshots outside their dorms. While average college students carry Coca Cola for a pre-lecture caffeine boost, Aleppo University use the acid in the soda to counteract the effect of tear gas exposure. They have learned to carry it with them everywhere they go because tear gas is the Syrian government's preferred way to disperse protests that erupt throughout the university. You are running around campus because you fear being overweight? They run around campus for fear of being arrested and tortured by the security guard that is chasing them simply because they yelled the words "salmieh, salmieh" (peaceful, peaceful).

Students are expected to learn in classrooms where the blood of their classmates has stained the desks and floors. Soldiers regularly break through doors and windows to arrest students inside the buildings. At least fifteen students left their parents to receive diplomas, but returned home wrapped in sheets. Earlier this month several students were seen falling out of the fifth story of the dorms as they were being chased by security forces. Either they were pushed out of the windows by ruthless soldiers, or the students were so afraid of the torture that they would have rather fell from the fifth floor of a building rather than be arrested.

Once the revolution succeeds, the Syrian people will undoubtedly look back at May 17, 2012 as of one their proudest moments. Approximately fifteen thousand young men and women stood shoulder to shoulder on the campus squares protesting in the presence of the United Nations monitors. The protests staged across the nation the next day were in solidarity with the students, labeled as “Heroes of Aleppo University Friday”. The students are providing the spark of energy the city of Aleppo needs, encouraging it to rise with the rest of the country against the regime. 


- Iman

Thursday, March 15, 2012

"Beware the Ides of March"

March 15th. This is more than just any day. Throughout history, March 15th has been a known date. In Shakespear’s Julius Caesar, a fortune teller said: “beware the ides of March”, meaning “beware the dangers of March 15th”. In fact, March 15th was the day Julius Caesar was stabbed to death.

March 15th, 2011. The day the first uprising of the Syrian revolution began.

A year ago. A year of blood, murder, torture, death. Imprisonment. Pain. Heartbreak. Children are no longer children. They have seen death. They have laid their own parents in graves. Parents have laid children in graves. 365 days ago, there were 10,000 less graves in the country of Syria. Those 10,000 people are more than just a number. They all had a life, story, past, present, future, dreams. They wanted freedom. Of these 10,000 are children, some so young that they haven’t even had the opportunity to attend school.

It’s been a year. How much longer do we have to wait? How many more people need to die? Where is the justice? Where is the world? Can anyone hear them? Does no one care? Why isn’t anyone doing anything? All these meetings, conferences, interviews; where have they gotten us? It feels like we’re just going in circles. One thing we know for sure: the Assad regime must leave Syria.

What I’m asking is for you to try and do everything you can to help the innocent people of Syria. Raise money, donate money, organize a protest! Call your senator or state representative, tell them to take action. Show the government that the American people really do care. That we really do want to see the people of Syria freed.
10,000 lives too many have been taken. I just want to stop seeing that number go up. I don’t want to have to see any more pictures of mutilated bodies of children.

Please. Show that you’ve heard the voice of the Syrians. It’s been a year too long.

-Amal

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Martyr Stories

Arwa Damon ended the "72 Hours Under Fire" CNN documentary with a powerful sentence: "that is your responsibility to keep sharing their stories".

I never realized how important it is that I share the stories my relatives in Syria tell me on a daily basis. As an active participant in the revolution, my seventeen-year-old cousin's stories come straight from the protesting streets. He has watched friends die in front of him, shot by Assad's gangs. He has dragged fellow protesters hit by bullets into alleys and clinics. His stories are accompanied by videos his friends have taken, leaving me staring back at my computer screen in tears. Although I do not have the privilege of traveling to Syria like Arwa Damon did, I do have these connections to family members experiencing the violence firsthand. My cousin tells me the stories in Arabic, and now I feel that it is my responsibility to translate them into English and share.

"Let me tell you the stories behind the deaths of seven of my friends in this revolution", he began the conversation. He started each story with a name and an accompanying date he had memorized. Each one of the martyrs was either 16, 17, or 18 years old.

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June 3, 2011
This was the first day since the uprising began that the people of Hama joined the protests in massive numbers. 150,000 flowers were passed out to the protesters, brightening the streets. My uncle was hesitant about letting my cousin join the protests that day, but eventually allowed him to. In order to plan out the route for the protesters, my cousin and his friend Saed drove to a location that the protesters were walking towards.

Suddenly, they saw Assad's soldiers. Saed began to mock the soldiers, telling them that he was coming for them. They would respond by saying, "come here for a minute, you 'men', the protest is far from here". They eventually ran away without confrontation, and went back to warn the others about the presence of the soldiers.

Other soldiers had already beat them to the protesters, spraying them with bullets and gas. Everyone was afraid to fight back, but Saed decided to fight the soldiers by himself. He hid behind walls with rocks in his hand. He would come out, throw the rocks, then hide again. My cousin described how Saed was the bravest out of the entire group. No one else dared to throw rocks at the soldiers from that near of a distance. In the end, two soldiers began walking towards Saed to grab him. My cousin and his friends began screaming to him, "Saed, run! Run!". He began running. As he was running, a bullet hit him in his head. He died instantly.

My cousin and his friends had to carry Saed off of the street. 182 others died in Hama that day. From that day on, the residents of Hama began playing an active role in the revolution.

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July 30, 2011
Assad's army entered Hama. His friend Jihad was standing at one of the security points the city had set up, attempting to protect the civilians. As soon as Jihad heard that the army entered the city, he ran to grab bottles of fire starting fluid. With them in his hand, he ran towards the tank. Assad's tank simply shot back at him. He was shot in the mouth and instantly died. My cousin described how Jihad was also a real hero, present at almost all of the protests when the uprising first began.

That same day, his friend Talha was also standing at a security point in the city. He heard that the hospital in Hama needed volunteer guards near the entrances in order to prevent the soldiers from entering. On his way there, he was killed by Assad's forces. Talha was with another person my cousin knew, Bisher, who was also killed on the way to the hospital.

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August 10, 2011
My cousin's friend best friend, Abdulrahman, was trying to flee the city of Hama because of the ongoing violence, but was unable to. He lived near a mosque that a protest began out of that night at 9 pm. At that time, he was inside his house and was not not part of the protest. At 9:45 pm, the protest ended. He then left the house and was hanging out with his friends in the neighborhood. Assad's forces approached them, so Abdulrahman and his friends quickly ran into someone's nearby house. However, the government disconnected the phone lines in that area. In order to prevent his family from worrying about him, Abdulrahman told his friends that he wanted to return to his house. Three meters from his house was a small shop, and he passed it running. A soldier then came out of the shop and shot him dead. The bullet came in from his back and out from his heart.

The soldier walked over to him and stood on top of him, making sure Abdulrahman was dead. Earlier that day, the soldiers had killed an eleven-year-old boy nearby. The soldier made a phone call and told the others to come and "pick up these two dogs", referring to the eleven-year-old boy and Abdulrahman. They then dragged his face along the cement, leaving scars and marks. They threw him into the government-run hospital and left.

Abdulrahman was innocent. He was not involved in the protests nor did not anger the government, but the regime killed him anyways.

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December 27, 2011
My cousin describes the next young man as the bravest man he knew. He met him at the beginning of the revolution, and they became extremely close friends. Arab League monitors were planning to visit Hama that day. Everyone soon gathered in the center of the city to protest and show the monitors exactly what atrocities were being committed by the government. Hundreds of thousands of people came from all parts of Hama to protest. They began walking in the tight streets so that the army would have a difficult time reaching them. While they were walking and protesting, they saw members of Assad's gangs. They were at the bottom of a hill, and the protesters were at the top. The soldiers began to hit them with gas and bullets. My cousin and his friend Abdallah were standing in the beginning of the line. They both grabbed a garbage dumpster from an alley and threw it towards the bottom of the hill so it would fall onto the soldiers.

My cousin wanted to grab one of the soldiers and drag him over to the monitors. He was a few meters away from the soldier before grabbing him, when my cousin was hit with rubber bullets. He was hit on his head and back, and then fell to the ground. Abdallah lifted him up, placed him aside, and woke him up. My cousin woke up dizzy, unable to tell where he was walking. They then both continued protesting. The protesters remained peaceful during the entire four hour protest, while Assad's soldiers continued to attack them with gas and bullets.

Among the martyrs that day was a man named Mutassem, one of the best cameramen in the city. My cousin ran with the others to pick him up off of the street. He covered his face with a piece of cloth since the bullet had hit Mutassem's brain.

My cousin was on his way home from the protest when he received a phone call from a friend. He was told that Abdallah was just taken to the hospital, covered in blood. My cousin responded by saying he was most likely assisting with picking up the injured, which is why he was probably drenched. His friend responded, "no, his head was covered in blood". My cousin immediately ran to the hospital to see him. The bullet had hit Abdallah's head. He died two weeks later.

This is a video of Abdallah on the way to the hospital that my cousin later found online: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGcA2YQB1is

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It was 9 pm on a Friday night, as my cousin found Anas and a few of his other friends hanging out in the neighborhood. A protest was planned for 10 pm, so my cousin told them that they should start preparing for it, making sure the speakers and microphone were working. Anas told my cousin, "it looks like we are going to be hearing your voice loudly tonight". My cousin responded by saying, "yes, something like that".

They grabbed the equipment and soon realized they were not working. My cousin told Anas to go grab other speakers for him. They were separated.

My cousin and the others around him soon found out that the area they were planning to protest in was not going to be safe, and was not going to be protected by the Free Syrian Army. They quickly canceled it, and told everyone to go home.

My cousin returned home late that night and signed onto the internet. He read the sentence, "Martyr Anas from Hama...". My cousin started laughing, thinking what he just read was a joke. 'I was just with him', he said to himself.

He called Anas again, and again, and again, but he did not get a response.

My cousin later found out that Anas was standing by the door of a small shop near his house, when a soldier approached him. Assad's soldier asked Anas what he was doing standing there, and Anas responded by telling him that he worked there. The soldier ordered him to go inside the shop and close the door, and Anas listened. The soldier then shot at the shop from outside. Anas was killed in that shop along with four others.

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We hear the numbers of deaths each day and see the images of the martyrs, but we do not hear their stories. We do not know what they they were doing, or how they were killed. 10,000+ Syrians have been killed by Assad's forces in the past year. There are 10,000+ heartbreaking stories that must be shared and never forgotten.

- Iman

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

18

"How long is this going to last? We are tired of living like this. We are tired", my aunt cries via Skype, as her voice begins to crack and tears start falling down her face. She comments that it feels like just yesterday that it happened.

The deeply buried Hama Massacre memories resurfaced this past week on its thirtieth anniversary. The wounds have not yet had time to heal, and they are now watching the city of Homs relive these horrific memories. The anniversary signifies not only the pain that the people of Hama endured thirty years ago, but also serves as a reminder that the regime is still controlling their lives today. The corrupt ruling family has not changed, the oppressive tactics have not changed, and so far, the world's response to the massacres has not changed either.

Similar to today’s revolution, numerous opposition groups existed in Syria during the 70s and 80s. In 1982, my 23-year old uncle was a leading member of one of the revolutionary groups in Syria. He dreamed of a day when Syrians would be able to freely express the views on their minds; a day free of corruption. During the massacre, he was involved in writing a flyer that described to the Syrian people how corrupt the regime is. They put the regime at fault for the mass killings, and explained that the Muslim Brotherhood had nothing to do with the situation. They released this flyer and organized press releases. My mom told me that her parents used to beg him to not be involved with such political parties because they feared the outcome. Their fears soon became reality shortly after the massacre.

Soldiers barged into his house and proceeded to punish him for insulting the government. They stole him from my mom, their family, and his pregnant wife. They threw him into a prison without providing a release date. Syria's court system is not like it is here in the United States, thus he was not entitled to a trial.

His son, my cousin, was born in August of 1982 in his absence. Later that same year, my grandfather died of a heart attack. The stress of the past few years impacted his well-being and the regime succeeded at indirectly stealing another Syrian life. After five or six years of unrelenting requests, the government finally granted my family permission to visit him in the torture chambers. My mom shivers every time she remembers those visits. She mentions they were “lucky” though, because most families were not even given permission to see their loved ones.

Fighting for a permit in order to see him was only the first step of the arduous process. For two weeks, my family would gather clothes, food, and other essentials to be delivered to my uncle in his cell. They then rented a van to transport all of these essentials. My mom and her siblings had to take turns visiting him because of the limited seating in the van. After traveling three hours to a remote desert area, they reached their destination. As if to punish the family members even more, the government built the prison on top of a mountain. She remembers how she used to have to lift the pounds of food and clothes on her back as they walked two to three miles up to the top. Once they reached the checkpoint, the soldiers would check what they brought with them. If the soldiers liked any of the food or clothes, they would keep them for themselves; if they did not like anything, they would give them to my uncle.

Then, they were allowed to go in and visit. However, two chicken wire fences that were one meter apart separated my family from my uncle. In each fence existed a hole about five inches wide. My mom would stick her hand in the first fence, and my uncle would stick his hand in the second, and they would shake hands. With soldiers standing over their shoulders, they would ask him how he was doing. Fifteen minutes later they would be forced to leave. That was it. His son was growing up in his absence, and every few years he would see how much he had grown from behind the fences that separated them. After being held for seven years, he was finally granted a trial. The government decided that he would stay there for another twelve years of his life.

About twelve years ago, I remember a surprising rush of excitement on my mom’s face as we passed the gate in the Damascus airport. Tears rushed down her face as she hugged this unfamiliar man, overwhelmed by his presence. I was nine years old, and I was confused as to who this was, and why she was so ecstatic to see him. Only later did I find out that he was my uncle. I never knew such an uncle existed since my mom is always hesitant to talk about sensitive subjects.

My mom never talks about his imprisonment with him. Released at age forty-five, he was ready to open a new page in his life, putting it all behind him. My uncle’s story is one of millions. My great uncle was also imprisoned for eighteen years, my other uncle was imprisoned for three years, and my own father was imprisoned for five. Hundreds of thousands of innocent freedom fighters are currently detained in the country, and their families are currently going through the same pain my family went through. May God grant them the patience to endure this pain until the regime falls.

- Iman

Nightmare

Last night I woke up around two a.m., shivering and crying. I had just witnessed the most horrible nightmare of my life.

- Amal

I dreamt that my grandparent's house in my hometown of Hama, Syria was hit by bomb. My grandma, grandpa, and uncle were all killed.

My grandma that I am named after, the woman that is like my second mother, dead. My only grandpa that I know, the one that lets me do whatever I want because I am his first grandchild, dead. My youngest and favorite uncle, the one that has been there for me like an older brother, dead. The house where most of my childhood memories took place, destroyed.

It may have been just a dream for me, but for so many people, this is reality. The sound of tanks and gunfire has become the norm in Syria, especially in the city of Homs. Death every day. Loved ones lost. Children murdered.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Emotional wreck

Breatheeee.. Just breathe. La hawla wala quwata illa billah.

Allah ysa3idkon ya Syria. Allah ysa3idkon. I cry for you. I pray for you. You inspire me. Your stories inspire me. I am truly blessed, Alhamdulillah. In a way though, it makes me feel horrible. I'd prefer living there right now, because I feel guilty living comfortably here. Sitting here watching the events and unable to do absolutely anything. It's a horrible feeling. I can't stand knowing people are in this much pain right now. It's been almost a year. I don't know how they do it. I don't know how you do it ya Syria. Syrians are among the most courageous people in the world. I have never been more proud to be Syrian. I am so emotionally drained. I was watching the video of the kid with the blown up jaw for my third time, but this time I heard his moans. Ya Allah ya Allah ya Allah. I will not forget how painful it was to hear them. A child. Children. Abtal. May Allah grant them the patience and strength to make it through these hard times. I started crying with Hadi standing right next to me. I couldn't help it. Breatheeee.. :(

 - Iman

 P.S. This was the video I was referring to: http://youtu.be/UQYneTvtdhc

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Wake Me Up

I saw my mom crying for the third time in my life yesterday.

She was fourteen years old when the 1982 Hama massacre took place in front of her eyes. Tanks casually drove by like cars through the streets, running over any moving object without hesitation. She silently watched in fear as tyrants robbed her neighbors of their young lives. Trapped inside her home for one month straight, her entire life was put on hold. My grandparents lived in a house on a corner that had an excellent view of multiple streets, so the soldiers decided to barge into their home and claim it as their own. They kicked my grandparents, mother, and three of her siblings into one of the smallest rooms in the house, and roamed the rest of the house as they wished. They ate their food, used their bathrooms, and slept on their couches. My mother and her sisters had to be guarded by their father whenever they left to the bathroom, fearing that they would be raped if left alone with those immoral soldiers. They could not even feel safe under the roof of their own home.

My mother told me the story of how one day she peered past the window curtain to look at the tank on the street. She watched it slowly turn in her direction and shoot. I cannot even imagine the fear that must have suddenly shot through her body at that moment. This was daily life for the Hama residents for the entire month of February.

Then one day the regime decided to gather all of the men in the entire city. No one knows what happened to them; they never returned.

I have seen with my eyes the re-built entryway to my grandmother’s home that was knocked over by the tanks. I have heard the stories of uncles and cousins who were forced to stand along walls and then were shot to death. I have watched my mom shiver every time she hears a war scene in a movie or video game.

Buried under time, these horrific memories are slowly creeping up again. History repeats itself, and a massacre is occurring once again in Syria. However, this time the massacre is being ordered by Bashar Al-Assad, the son of the murderous Hafez Al-Assad. The Assads refuse to give up their forty-year rule over the country. Bashar will do whatever it takes, killing 40,000 innocent civilians like his father if necessary, in order to stay in control.

The Syrian people are now back on the streets peacefully protesting for their freedom. However, this means that the nightmare has returned. Tanks are now roaming streets that I remember walking through, crushing entire families without hesitation. Sixty, ninety, one hundred; have we become immune to the number of deaths each day? The stories coming out of the country are horrifying. Unrecognizable bodies of fathers, sons, or daughters, returned on doorsteps blue and black with bruises. Those who are brave enough to deliver food to cities are shot dead on their routes. Doctors watching people die in their hands, unable to help them because of the lack of medical supplies. Disturbing pictures my cousin sends me of bullets she has found in her high school classroom. YouTube videos of my nineteen-year old cousin helplessly passed out on the ground, bleeding from his head.

Why is the world still quiet? I feel like this is a nightmare, and I am just waiting for someone to wake me up. The news on the television always hits harder when you have a personal connection to it.

I hate feeling so helpless.

Please God protect Syria. Please God protect Hama. Please God protect my family. Please God end this all, and eliminate the treacherous Assad family from the Syrian government for good.

- Iman

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Syria's Torture Machine

http://touch.dailymotion.com/video/xnahdx_syria-s-torture-machine-exclusive-film-by-channel4_news

A chilling documentary that provides a glimpse of reality. This only includes the torture that was captured on video. This only includes testimonies of those who were brave enough to speak to journalists. Take what you see in this documentary and amplify it hundreds of times -- that is everyday life for the Syrian people.

This past weekend two of my American (non-Syrian) friends were asking me why Assad's soldiers act like monsters. Why are they so brutal, and why do they act so inhumane? I related it to the famous study that is taught in every Psychology classroom - the Stanford Prison Experiment. In 1971, psychologist Philip Zambardo gathered 24 psychologically stable volunteers with no criminal backgrounds. The researchers set up a mock prison, randomly assigning 12 students to be guards and 12 to be prisoners. Long story short, when the guards were placed in a position of power, they began to abuse it. Reinforcing the idea that this is their new identity, they started torturing and degrading the prisoners. This analysis of human behavior is analogous to the roles the soldiers are playing in Syria. They are merely Assad's puppets, enthused by this power they have been granted.

- Iman

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

AC360 Hama Massacre Coverage

Let's convince Anderson Cooper to cover the Hama Massacre anniversary on February 2!!! 30 years ago, Hafez Al-Assad demolished the entire city of Hama and killed nearly 40,000 people in twenty days. Bashar thinks he can get away with emulating his father's actions today. Are we going to silently allow him to?

Please take the time to send Anderson Cooper a short and quick request:
http://www.cnn.com/feedback/forms/form5.html?10

Or you can try:
Tweeting him @andersoncooper and @ac360

Sending a text message to 22360

Saturday, January 21, 2012

We Will Not Surrender

http://youtu.be/ZLaP8256jMo

Please check out this video I made!

The song was written and composed by Rami El-Kaleh, a British-Libyan who was murdered by Gaddhafi's regime a few days before the song's release. RIP

- Iman

Stand Up For What You Believe In

I want to start off by saying that I'm not writing this to talk about these two women, I'm writing this to share my opinion on how we should always speak up for what we believe in and to not let fear hold you back

-Amal



The other day, I was having a conversation with two older women, both married with children my age and older. They are both from Syria. They were conversing about how upset they were that their children and husbands have been participating in protests here in the US, saying that they would never be able to enter Syria again. I kept on bringing up the fact that if they weren't protesting or speaking up against the government, none of us would be able to go to Syria again. I reminded them that once the Assad regime is toppled, Syria will be a hundred times better than we left it. Then one of the women brought up a random scenario where a Syrian man was in the protest in Washington DC a few months ago. The man sang a song at the protest against the Syrian government. She said that him singing just that one song, only one, made the Syrian government send forces to his home in Syria, kidnap his parents, and torture them. All because he sang one song.

Of course, this is a tragic case, but I couldn't help but think, "How does this relate to anything?". The women were talking about how their children and husbands were in a protest, not about them writing a song! There is a similarity, yes, but the difference is that that man willing wrote that song, included his name, and sang it at a popular protest in the USA, knowing it could cause his family harm. The women's families did not include their names in anything. The only thing you could see were their faces. And as much as people deny it, it is highly unlikely for someone to torture your family based on just seeing your face in a video on youtube. And these people are in the United States, so the chances of the Syrian government finding out their identities is even MORE unlikely!

It just made me upset that these women want freedom, but are too scared to do anything to try and get it. All out of sheer fear.

Like I said, the reason I'm writing this is not to complain about two older women who upset me a little bit. Actually, these women are both very kind and respectable. Even though they do not want to be involved in public things for Syria, they still donate large sums of money to Syrian refugees. I wrote this to share my opinion on how I think that the longer we wait to finally speak up for our freedom, the longer it's going to take to actually get it. Which, by the way, means longer before we can once again enter Syria.

Stand up for what you believe in. It will always be worth it in the end.

In the end, we will not remember the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
- Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

"Trapped" - Hama 1982

This is an article I wrote last August about Syria. I wrote this to spread awareness about what is going on in Syria, and what happened in Hama in 1982. The story of what happened in 1982 is my father's.

- Amal


This article is in honor of the lives lost in 1982 and in these past few months in all of Syria.

There's that unspoken rule that says: children are not supposed to see their parents cry. That rule has been broken. I came home one night and found my mom on the phone crying. In these times, when you see your mother in that situation, your blood runs cold. You instanatly know something bad has happened. I went over to her and hugged her. When she had calmed down, she said it is happening again. The tanks have entered Hama. 1982 all over again.

Here is what happened in 1982:
The president at that time was Hafez Al-Assad, Bashar's dad. Hafez got news that people in Hama were talking bad about the government, saying it was wrong and un-Islamic. One day in February, the tanks appeared. They destroyed anything in sight, shooting randomly at buildings and killing anyone or anything that gets in their way. This went on for 20 days, people trapped in their homes. Then, one day, they all left. The tanks, the soldiers, everyone. They left and left behind 40,000 dead, thousands of orphans and thousands homeless.

My dad was sixteen years old at that time. He was studying for the big Bakaloria exam. In Syria, it is the exam they take senior year that basically determines their futures. For example, getting the highest scores means you can be a doctor. Second highest, dentist. Third highest, engineer. And it goes down from there. People begin to study for these about two years before.

So when the massacre began, my dad stayed inside with my grandma, grandpa, and my uncles and aunt. One day, the soldiers barged in. They randomly grabbed my dad, and three of his brothers. They took them out to the square and forced them to their knees. They put a gun to their heads. My dad thought it was all over. I once asked him what he was thinking about then, the moment he thought his life was going to end. He said: "I was worrying about my parents, hating the regime, and praying for forgiveness."

16 and thinking you were about to die.

Luckily, the soldiers decided that they were innocent and sent them back home. But they are not that merciful. They randomly took one of my uncles with them to torture him for information he did not have.

My house in Syria is around the corner from one of those places, the places where they torture people. It is scary driving by there, the soldiers that guard it with machine guns stare at you with that disgusting look they have.

My father said that he once knew a man, who was taken to be tortured for information that he also did not have. They tortured him in so many different ways, but he never cried out in pain. Eventually, they noticed he was innocent. But they still did not let him go. They said: "just cry out once, and we will let you free." He never did. Eventually they got bored with him, and sent it home, tortured and bloody.

After those horrible 20 days of the Hama Massacre, after everyone left, no one in the world said anything. The U.S. did not do anything. It was as if Hama was not left bleeding by the regime. This time, it will not be the same. People know. News spreads faster. They wont get away with it this time.

My dad said, after it all happened, they were left with thousands of orphans and homeless people. If this were to happen here, the people would leave them for the care of the government. It was not like that in Hama. The people came together; as my father described it, as a family. They fed, clothed, and raised the orphans. They worked together to shelter the homeless.

Now, Hama is one family again. Everyone caring for each other.

Hama used to have a bazaar just like the one in Damascus, just like the Grand Bazaar in Istanbul. The government bombed the one in Hama along with the people in it.

They are murderous. Going for the kill just because Assad refuses to step down.

They have cut off the water, electricity, and phone lines in Hama. You do not even know if your neighbor next door is alive. Their refrigerated foods are going bad. It's Ramadan, and they do not even have bread or water to break their fasts. The diesel generators in hospitals are out of diesel, and the government refuses to supply more. Due to that, infants in incubators are dying.

Imgaine being a mother or father, excited about your newborn child. You cannot wait to see them grow up, go off to college, get married and have your grandchildren. Then you realize that will never happen. Why? Because your baby has been murdered by a monstrous regime.

As we sit here, there are young girls, my age, being raped by mulitple men at the same time in front of their own fathers. They cry out for help, but their fathers cannot do anything because then they would both be killed. I would rather be shot dead than go through what those girls are going/went through.

I feel like I'm trapped inside of a glass box; seeing everything, but unable to do anything.

Pray for Syria. They deserve what we take for granted; freedom.

Syria's Unique Revolution

I wrote this essay for my Political Science class earlier this semester. I compared Syria's revolution to that of its neighbors, Tunisia, Egypt, and Libya. Why doesn't the U.S. get involved in Syria? Why is the Syrian revolution taking so much longer than the others? I learned that Syria's situation is more complex than I thought.

-Iman


Syria’s Unique Revolution:
Comparison of the Syrian Uprising to that of its Neighbors
His oversized and corroding portrait hangs in every public building, simulating a forged sense of loyalty and submission to the regime. Statues of his father stand tall at the entrances to every city, as he arrogantly looks off into the distance, apathetic towards the common people. These serve as constant reminders that Syrian President Bashar Al-Assad is monitoring every individual’s move, and only with his approval can one succeed in his country. Numerous generations have been born into this pervasive corruption and have yet to see the light of true democracy. Being a daughter of Syrian immigrants and a Syrian citizen myself, I am particularly familiar with the ways of this repressive regime. Every other year I witness first-hand the day-to-day corruption that has penetrated the country for nearly four decades. However, in early 2011, the successful expulsions of the Tunisian and Egyptian regimes gave the Syrian citizens a glimpse of Bashar Al-Assad’s analogous fate. On March 15, 2011, protests began to similarly emerge throughout the Syria, as citizens heroically put aside their fears of arrest, torture, and death in hopes of freedom. While the Syrian revolution is comparable to that of Tunisia, Egypt, Libya, and Yemen, significant issues complicate the uprising. The different circumstances of the Syrian uprising have increased the difficulty of successfully overthrowing the regime; however, its similarities to other triumphant revolutions in the region provide the protestors with hope.
Firstly, Syria’s army sets its revolution apart from its neighboring revolutions. President Bashar Al-Assad enjoys the absolute loyalty of a military commanded by his nearest companions. All of the generals that he assigns belong to the same Allawi sect of Islam as him, which is a twelve percent minority in Syria. His two hundred thirty thousand strong-army has already killed thousands of unarmed civilians, and imprisoned thousands more (Martin). On the other hand, the Egyptian army stayed essentially neutral throughout the revolution. They refused to slaughter their own neighbors and relatives, despite President Hosni Mubarak’s orders. Similarly, in Libya numerous soldiers abandoned the army, withholding the guns and tanks. The opposition was strengthened with this supply of transferred weaponry. According to foreign affairs analyst Jack Goldstone, in order for a revolution to succeed, elites, especially the military, must feel so alienated from the regime that they are no longer willing to defend it (Goldstone). The army’s diversion or refusal to fire at opponents did not seem to be apparent when the Syrian revolution first began. As of October 2011, ten thousand defectors have formed a coalition, referred to as Syrian Free Army (Oweis). Although it is still insignificant in comparison to the Syrian military, soldiers are deserting every day. However, the principally loyal Assad military sets the Syrian revolution apart from the successful revolutions in the other Arab countries.
Furthermore, there is a significant difference between Syrian President Bashar Al-Assad and the leaders of other countries that have undergone uprisings. Al-Assad is younger than Zine El Abidine Ben Ali of Tunisia, Hosni Mubarak of Egypt, Muammar Gaddafi of Libya, and Ali Saleh of Yemen. Al-Assad is foreign-educated and seen as a modernist, attempting to bridge the gap between his father’s socialist regime and the West. Unlike the rest, Bashar met his modern and educated wife, Asma Al-Assad, in London. As opposed to Muammar Gaddafi who is considered a tribal chief, Bashar is often compared to Gaddafi’s son, Seif Al-Gaddafi. Prior to the Gaddafi’s death, they both were viewed as unnatural heirs to their fathers. They are considered passive and feeble compared to their brothers who were both accused of brutal human rights crimes (“Damascus Diary: The”). The traditional and conventional ways of the leaders of Tunisia, Egypt, Libya, and Yemen stand in stark contrast with Al-Assad’s customarily modern regime. This difference could possibly complicate the toppling of the current Syrian regime.
Moreover, unlike in Egypt and Tunisia, the leader of Syria still maintains significant support from a considerable proportion of the population. Certain citizens believe that he is a reformer at heart and is simply controlled by those around him (Fletcher). Unlike Mubarak, who was considered an American marionette, Al-Assad is applauded by numerous citizens for his willingness to stand against the United States and Israel. Residents in the cities of Damascus and Aleppo in particular have not demonstrated in the streets in the same way as the rest of the country. The inhabitants of these cities are generally businesspeople, benefitting from the current regime’s corrupt habits. “A broad-based section of the population, spanning ethnic and religious groups and socioeconomic classes, must mobilize” in order to successfully overthrow a regime, says Goldstone (Goldstone). The entire country must stand together opposing Al-Assad in order to successfully overthrow his regime. This division was not apparent in the other revolutions in the region. Al-Assad’s weakness will be apparent only when all of the key cities in his country stand against him.
The barrier of apprehension has not fallen throughout the country, and oppositions are afraid to release their names for fear of arrest or death. This passiveness portrays submission to the system. This fear lingers throughout the country, and brave citizens who overcome this fear strengthen the resistance. The Assad regime will fall the day that the entire country courageously speaks out against him, similar to the oppositionists in the neighboring revolutions.
Lastly, the Syrian revolution differs from the other Middle Eastern revolutions because of its roots in religion. The Alawites, a Shiite sect of Islam to which twelve percent of Syrians belong, dominate the administration (Cockburn). On the other hand, the protesters in Syria are predominantly Sunni Muslims, whereas in the other revolutions they belonged to a wide array of religions. Christians and Druze Muslims do not expect sympathy from a victorious Sunni regime. Opposition to the Syrian regime is commonly viewed as anti-Shia. This religious root has two possible effects: a possible Western intervention may lead to a civil war in Syria, and the regime’s fall may throw the Middle East into turmoil.
Analysts have predicted that if Western intervention does occur in Syria, a civil war will erupt in the country. Prior to gaining power, the Allawi minority did not have an enormous impact in the government. However, now that the Allawites have grasped control, they fear that they will become inferior if power is transferred to a Sunni regime. In order to prevent this from happening, analysts have predicted that security forces will intensify their attacks on Sunnis and Christians (Montefiore). Experts predict that a civil war between religious sects will erupt if Assad falls, similar to the incidents in Iraq and Lebanon. The tens of thousands of Iraqi refugees living in Syria serve as a reminder of that danger (Fletcher).
In addition, a successful Syrian revolution that is deeply rooted in religious disputes, unlike the other Middle Eastern revolutions, may throw the Middle East into turmoil. The fall of Bashar Al-Assad will not be confined to one country, unlike the fall of Tunisia, Egypt, and Libya’s leaders. Syria has continuous support from Iran, a major regional player that is also comprised of Shia elites. Iran has a terrorizing army and is unafraid to boast its strength abroad. Iraqi political scientist Ghassan Attiyah has stated that “if you can't beat Iran, the second best option is to break Syria” (Cockburn). Since Iran is Syria’s continuous supporter, the fall of Syria’s regime would signify weakness for Iran. Iranians may respond to the defeat of their Syrian ally by increasing their presence in Iraq, which is also a predominantly Shia regime. "They will do everything to hold Iraq as their last line of defense," says Dr. Attiyah, "but the country will become a battleground” (Cockburn). In addition to Iran, the fall of the Allawi Syrian regime also implies the weakening of Hezbollah of Lebanon and Hamas of Palestine. Also Shia-dominated, these parties will sense vulnerability with a triumphant Sunni regime in neighboring Syria. Also, the Sunni minority in Iraq will be strengthened with such a transfer of power in Syria (Cockburn). The Sunni minority in Iraq, politically subordinated by the Shiites and Kurds, will be strengthened if a Sunni regime takes over in Damascus, Syria. In essence, unlike the revolutions that occurred in Tunisia, Egypt, and Libya, the Syrian revolution has religious roots that complicate the outcome.
On the other hand, the differences between the Syrian revolution and the other Middle Eastern revolutions may be proven to be insignificant when compared to their similarities. The transformation of so-called republican regimes into monarchies is a depressing trend in the Arab world today, thus linking all of the revolutions in the region. In 2000, Syria was the first of these states to become a de facto monarchy. After the death of Syrian President Hafez Al-Assad, Bashar Al-Assad succeeded his father as President. Prior to his death, Hafez Al-Assad had been the President of Syria for three decades (Goldstone). This transfer of power based on inheritance was expected to occur in Egypt, Yemen, and Libya prior to the revolutions. Hosni Mubarak had plans to pass down his rule to his son, Gamal Mubarak. He made certain that there was no political figure that had prospects of challenging his son’s power. Similar to the Al-Assad regime, the Mubarak regime intimidated individuals it deemed threats through arrest, torture, and even death. Similar to Hafez Al-Assad, Hosni Mubarak retained the presidency of Egypt for thirty years. Prior to the revolution inYemen, Ali Abdallah Saleh was also suspected of grooming his son, Ahmed Ali Saleh, in order to take over for him (Byman). Likewise, prior to Libya’s uprising, Muammar Al-Gaddafi was allegedly planning to pass the reign to his son, Seif Al-Gaddafi. In essence, all of the revolutions that have occurred in the Middle East are similar because of the leaders’ inheritance of power or their plans to pass that power to their sons.
Furthermore, every country in the Middle East that has or is enduring a revolution is contaminated with corruption. The dictators have no purpose other than maintaining their personal authority. As economies in the region develop, the wealth is amassed only by a handful of citizens. The leaders clandestinely amass tremendous wealth from their impoverished citizens, using this money to buy the loyalty of supporters and punish adversaries. While the wealth of the Middle Eastern elites increases, a preponderance of citizens is impoverished and faces increasing food prices and unemployment. These governments deceive the world by simulating elections, political parties, and constitutions, when in effect they are distorted and undemocratic. Assigning key government positions to submissive companions is common throughout the Middle Eastern region (Goldstone).
For instance, the Syrian and Egyptian regimes are both guilty of declaring states of emergency that have lasted decades, allowing them to imprison any critics or oppositionists without trial. The persistence of unrelieved poverty among amassed wealth of the elites is what has triggered revolutions in the Middle Eastern countries. Food prices rose by thirty percent in 2010 alone. Meanwhile that year, Mubarak and his family built up a fortune of between forty and seventy million dollars. At the same time, thirty nine officials and businessmen close to Gamal Mubarak were suspected to have amassed fortunes of about one million dollars each (Goldstone). In 2008, it was revealed that Ben Ali’s family was becoming so rapacious that investment and job creation was being suppressed. From personal experience, I have watched with my own eyes the all-encompassing corruption throughout Syria. In order to process work, government officials require citizens to pay them bribes. Government permission is required for daily undertakings, such as renting a banquet hall. Young men and women are arrested simply so the regime can obtain money from their families for their release. This pervasive corruption is common throughout the countries of the Middle East.
Lastly, all of the countries that have undergone uprisings in the Middle East have been tremendously impacted by social media. Social media has impacted the revolutions in the three ways. Firstly, authorities have incarcerated bloggers and others who have expressed their opinions on the internet. Secondly, authoritarian governments have increased their efforts to monitor, filter, and block websites. Lastly, social media has had an impact on the revolution by increasing the spread of information. Social media is used as an organizing tool to spread information internally and is also used as a broadcasting tool to spread information externally.
All of the countries in the Middle East that have undergone uprisings have incarcerated opponents who have expressed their opinions using social media. Authorities have arrested bloggers and others who have articulated their opinions, communicated via “Facebook” or “Twitter”, or written poetry in ways considered to be insulting to the regime. Hundreds of Middle Eastern activists, poets, and writers have faced repercussions for their online actions (Ghannam). In November 2010, Egyptian blogger Abdel Kareem Nabil Soliman was released after more than four years in prison and alleged torture. He was renowned for his Mubarak defamations (Ghannam). In Syria, 19-year old Tal Al-Mallouhi was alleged to be the youngest internet prisoner of conscious in the region and December 2010 marked her first year in prison. She was imprisoned because she maintained a blog containing poetry in which she conveyed her desires for the freedom of expression. 
Secondly, all of Middle Eastern governments in which uprisings have taken place have increased their efforts to monitor, filter, and block websites. Nongovernmental organizations and others critical of the government have also suffered cyber attacks. In the four weeks of protest in Tunisia, governmental authorities blocked access to the social website Twitter. Tunisia’s Ministry of the Interior maintained a department of internet censors nicknamed “Amar 404”, after the 404 message that emerged when a page was blocked. In the same way, Egypt began blocking social media websites such as “Twitter” and “Facebook” on January 25 to disrupt activists who were using the site to plan protests. Three days later, Mubarak cut nearly all of the internet access in the country of Egypt. In 2010, Egypt’s interior ministry also maintained a department of forty five people that solely monitored “Facebook”. I personally have experienced Syria’s monitoring, filtering, and blocking of the internet. When visiting the country in the summer of 2010, I was unable to access websites such as “Facebook” and “Youtube” without an internet proxy. Now that I am back in the United States, I am cautious about everything I mention when talking with my relatives because I know that a government official is most likely monitoring our conversations. Whenever political subjects arise, the internet seemingly disconnects in Syria. In essence, the Middle Eastern governments that have undergone revolutions all have increased their efforts to oversee, filter, and restrict social media websites.
Thirdly, social media has increased the spread of information in all of the revolutions in the Middle East. Social media websites are being used as an internal organization and coordination tool. In a portion of the Middle Eastern region, the internet dominates as the communication tool. In other areas that lack broadband, cell phones and text messaging dominate as the form of communication. Nearly seventeen million people in the region use “Facebook”, available in Arabic, with five million users in Egypt alone (Ghannam). Khaled Koubaa, president of the Internet Society in Tunisia, has stated that “social media was absolutely crucial” during the revolution (Beaumont). Mohammed Bouazizi’s suicide is the event that triggered the revolutions throughout the region. Three months before he burned himself, there was a similar case in another city in Tunisia. However, while the other man’s suicide was not capture on camera, images of Bouazizi were released on “Facebook” and this was what outraged the Tunisians. Citizens of the countries were able to use social media to communicate deaths and injuries, plan protest dates and locations, and other vital revolution information. In essence, all of the countries of the Middle Eastern region that have experienced revolutions have used social media to spread information internally.
In addition, social media websites are being used as external broadcasting tools in the countries undergoing revolutions. Citizens living within the country’s borders used social media websites to inform the rest of the world about the atrocities occurring around them. Twitter hashtags such as “#Sidibouzid” updated followers about the Tunisian uprising, while hashtags “#Jan25” “#Egypt”, “#Mubarak” defined the Egyptian uprising. “There is the army of media-savvy activists who have seized on tools like blogs, Twitter, Facebook and other forms of instant messaging as weapons”, says social media reporter Jeffrey Ghannam (Ghannam). Although Syrian authorities have prohibited journalists from entering the country, residents within are using their cameras and social media as weapons against the government. News of the Tunisian uprisings spread quickly on “Twitter” before it was covered by international mainstream media. Al Jazeera English, the first news agency to cover the story, relied heavily on social media for its reporting (Moore). Omar Amer, representative of the Libyan Youth Movement, based in Britain, claimed that “without the social media, the global reaction to Libya would have been much softer, and very much delayed” (Moore). Social media delivers instantaneous eyewitness reports straight from the source, allowing the people around the world to read about the events in real-time. Personally, I follow “Facebook” and “Twitter” users that live in Syria that are able to directly report about their surroundings. Essentially, social media has dramatically impacted all of the revolutions in the Middle Eastern region in numerous ways.
In essence, the differing circumstances of the Syrian uprising increase the complexity of effectively toppling the regime, but the similarities to other triumphant uprisings in the region provide the oppositionists with optimism. Syria’s revolution is distinct from the other Middle Eastern revolutions because of differences in the military loyalty, the background of the leaders, support from the general population, and roots in religion. However, Syria’s resemblance to the other triumphant revolutions provides hope for the Syrian protestors. Syria is similar to the other countries because of the hereditary transfer of power, prevalent corruption, and the impact of social media on the revolution. Social media is related to all of the revolutions because authorities have imprisoned activists who have voiced their opinions on the internet, have increased their efforts to monitor, filter, and block websites, and social media has assisted with the spread of information, both internally and externally. A successful Syrian revolution has the potential to significantly shift powers throughout the region, thus having an impact on the rest of the world. As the world watches Ben Ali, Mubarak, and Gaddafi collapse, resembling dominos, one can assume that Bashar Al-Assad can foresee his analogous future. His portraits and statues will soon cave in beside him, signifying defeat of forty years of Al-Assad dictatorship.
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We Want Freedom - Syrian Revolution


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